I'm leaving...

Hey gurls...
today I'm a bit touch,,and emo...
T_T
I'll be leaving Kuantan for goods..
yes,,I really mean it,,
it's not because of anybody..
I've made this decission and I really have to do it,,
It's not because of Love,family,,
don't get me wrong as what I've mentioned in prev. post
My Love,, family,,they will always support me..
What will be the best for me..


thanks to everybody in Kuantan..
to RT-Biofarm's,,
En.Wan,Ida, K.Azni,K.Tini,En.Lan, Shah,,and all the interns Sanah,Nana,Din..
I've learnt a lot by working as microbiologist in here..
TQVM for all the sincerity,,I love u guys very much,,,
As for my hsemate, azam n rose,,
I'd like to thank u guys for everything..
seriuosly,,love u guys so much and I appreciate every single thing u gurls do for me,,
Same goes to abu..I'm gna mish gurls a lot!!
Promise I'll come to your wedding and please come to mines as well!
And sincerely from my heart I would like to send my apology to anything that I do,,that mite hurt u guys...

Because of livin life in Kuantan I had so much time for myself..this is how suhilary's blog is born..
And I fall in love with blog...
love all blog friends,,sharing and thoughts..
If I'm getting busy when I'm back in KL,,
I'm really sorry...
I think I'm gna miss this blog so much...
it's like my sweetheart diary already...

where do I go next??
stay tuned......

The Transformation

Hye gurls,,Today so in the mood of telling the story of my practical students..intern..

yup,,I'm a microbiologist and she doesn't have any ideas what am I doing..

She's majoring in mechanical engineering (Agriculture)!

haha...no connection at all rite,,,

But, since my company major bussiness is Poulry farming,

technically we're the contract farmers with ayamas..

yup,,we supply chicken for KFC!

Have you ever wondering why does KFC is so delicious?

weird ok,,I've try eat it in my farm,,

means that we slaughterer the chicken cook ourself..

Honestly,,the taste is different!!it's sweet n juicy!

seriously I'm not lying..

and I know the secrets already,,

It's the probiotic supplement made by the microbiologist-it's me!!!hahahahaha

Our chicken is totally organic,,

means that despite our chicken feed and vaccine supplied by ayamas,,our chicken is given probiotic only!!

yes! it's not EM (Effective Microorganism),like usually people do in M'sia, they will only repackaging the EM by diluting the concentrated EM,hoping the probiotic will grow..so those EM that u're purchase is not genuine anymore..

do not blame the probiotic if ur farm doesn't deliver the result that u desire!

It's difficult to get the mother culture of the original EM,since it's from Japan..

So,,if u wanna try the original mother culture of probiotic kindly contact me..

hehehe..^_^

all of sudden promote my product,,seriously,,if anybody happens to look for solution improving your chicken performance,,kindly contact us,,okies..

the cost RM0.10 per birds!

yup!that cheap and it could save a lot!!

save on chicken feed,increase FCR,

and ur farm free from the smell of chicken manure!

don't believe me??come to our farm..

Back to the story of my intern..

the connection..she's in agriculture,and she's a bit rough and brave opposite to my attitude..
this is how I changed her...

TAFN..daaa~

yes! I did it again!

Hye gurls, I'm so tired today and proud of me! 

Yay, I made it again....

Alhamdulillah..........

I'd love to announce that I'm successfully made another product of RT-Biofarm Sdn. Bhd...

Last December I've made C-Biosupplement and C-Bioherbs..

And as for today I'm officially made Bio-Disinfectant and Bacillus concentrated..

I made it with my own hands.

Now, all my doubts whether "I can do this job" is all gone,,

I'm super duper clear and confident of myself..

If anybody who worked in R&D....It's very difficult to get result that u're desired..

Eventho you've done your best,,even every single thing is well taken care of..

If anybody in this field, they would understand my feeling...

How happy I am when my job is done!!

I've been train by lecturer from UNI Padjajaran..Ibu Ratu Safitri..

As u know in Uni,,Ur lecturer would not gv u everything,,

they will explain a thing or two,, then u have to figure out urself..

no more school feed...

And I've workin so hard to layout back all the formula..

The schedule plan,,

the SOP,,

I've made it super duper clear..

I even slept for two weeks in the lab,,as I'm scared if anything would happen to my Bacteria..

Is there anyone out there do this crazee kinda thing??

It's even affected my face,,since my skin so over sensitive..

That is how my acne is return!!

However I'm a bit worried on chicken performance..

the good news is, as for last cycle, Alhamdulillah,,

Chicken performance is great..

Now I'm relieved all my job is done..

I've done all my responsibility as Microbiologist....

What do i get??Work Satisfaction??

Yes I am,,,But it was only me...

T_T

I cry day and nite for all of this..

I don't understand why...

Where do I go next??

Let's leave it to god..

Still I just don't understand all of this....

Why is this happening to me?

T_T

need to pass it all to my mom, got job to do,super sad

Hye gurls,

Not so in the good mood today,

It's raining like cat and dog out there, and I'm stuck in the lab,

too dangerous to drive in heavy rain..

I'm super excited to prepare for my own e-day,,all by myself,,

But then,, since big bosses come to my lab and gv me a task to do production on APR!

U know what it's supposed to means..It's my e-day!!

no way!! OMgosh,,,

and even this sunday,,Have to come over to lab,,

again..

T_T..

and I've already invite all of my colleagues to my e-day in KK,

Hope Everything is fine,,

and all my job is done well,as well as my preparation..

I've already explain everything to my mom,,
Only she's could help me,,
Love u mom..

I'm so not in the rite mood..
Let's pray hard!

Ya Allah Kuatkan semangat ku,

tunjukkan jln yg benar Ya Allah,

permudahkan urusanku,

berikan ku ketabahan menghadapi dugaan mu ini,

berikan ku kekuatan untuk mengaharungi orang yang memusuhiku,

sesungguhnya Ya Allah aku ini hamba mu yang lemah...

microbiologist squeaky clean broke! havin tuna sandwich for lunch!!!

hye gurls..

Whaddup with that post title??

haha,,seriously,,I'm squeaky clean broke!!...

HAd lunch with tuna sandwich only!!

these are the proves!!

BUt I stil can smile!! ngeeeeee

What exactly happen to me actually??hehe..

Dunno bout u guys,,I'm squeaky clean broke bcause of my baybee neo!!

yup2..not kidding...

this is my 1st year I've renew ur insurance and roadtax baybee..If not I can't take a ride on u anymore....

For those who well-managed their money,,congratulation!!u may not have a problem like me..

haha..No saving with lil' pay..haha

"kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang!"

*microbiologist? high pay?*

in your dream!!haha,,

need to cover lots of living cost,,thot that livin In Kuantan I can save a lot..

SOOOOOOOO NOOOOOt!!

-zero savin-

-naaa daaa-

The truth is,,workin in KL, yup high cost,,tol,petrol, and parking,,But I'm livin with my parents..(my mom)

In Kuantan?? 

rent-ok, 

food-ok,

parking-still pay, 

petrol-save coz no traffic jem..

over and all,,need to spend on groceries and also my petrol n tol goin back home!!

hahaha,,plus minus,,it's the same,,

I took injection??No I'm not!!

Hye gurls,,

I dunno whether I should post this or not,,the thing is,,people claim that I took injection for my skin,,

which is I'm totally not,,As I've shared in this blog,,How I loose my acne,,I did not mention to take any injection,,

I do have intention to do so,,but turn's out my Doc didn't do Vitamin C injection anymore..

So He only gave my antibiotic,,allergy medication,, cleanser and vitamin C pills,,as I mention in last post..

He needs me to do follow up treatment to see him after a month to see how was my skin, whether recover or worsen,,and I've told the Doc that impossible for me to see him again since he's in Ipoh and I work in Kuantan..

Just Imagine how much it'll cost my petrol and tol despite that I've to pay for skin medication furthermore... So he gave me 1 month antibiotic and Vitamin C supplement which I can take it last for 3 months...

Hmmm,,But I'm super sad today,,which I was supposed to be excited that my leave approved and I'm drivin back to hometown,KL today after work.....

I just can't believe this will be an issue..I've let go many other things,,I didn't wanna be calculative of everything..because I know, it'll be useless and I dun have guts anymore,,I feel like leaving and move on!!

I've told myself that I'll be patient and waits a bit longer,,I don't wanna give up,,I wanna prove myself, I can do it!! 

I've told myself again,,today is my day,,tomorrow may be yours,,

Gosh,,please put this feeling a way from me,,shooh,,shooh,,~

I wish that I'll be home safely and have a good journey,,

Mood happy and excited, please come back!

Cheers!!

P/S: I feel like I'm a celebrity that I have to do this kind of confession! which is soo not!

stress!! I miss being BUSY!

Why am I stress??

I'm stressful but not like others...But I'm stress for the following reason..

MY LIFE IS TOO PEACEFUL!! 

waarrrgghh..wat to do?

I duno!! I dun have job to do at all..I'm sitting on my chair and blogging..

To be hon,,I've never tot of blogging at all..

since livin my life in Kuantan, I'm bored! (tahap gaban)

Is it normal u shaking ur leg at office ??

sometimes I miss those busy and hectic life in KL..

Workload, traffic jam, Having breakfast in car, make up in the car,,

Honestly,, I'm havin fun out of it..

I've used my time wisely by doin job in happy mood..

9 to 6 doin job,,laughin with colleagues,,

then hanging around at nite..talk an talk..and laugh out loud..

Where I tot wen ur happy,,U didn't realize time is running,,

( tau tau je da next gaji, x pasan pon da sebulan ! )

I miss those days seriously,,I'm not kidding..

These picture is taken during our dinner at Royale Bintang..

CSC's show

angel's of the nite..LOL

ATCEN........

Livin life in Kuantan,,is too "heaven"..

No traffic,,not hactic,,nutin to chase...

Maybe u tot tat I'm crazy..

tak bersyukur and all that..

Seriously, I am,,Thank God for all of this,,

But I am crazeeeeee,,

Crazeeee koz livin in too peaceful place..

orang jadi gila sebab terlalu bz,,stress byk gle kje,,x smpat makan x spend time for family,anak nangis2,bini lagi, nak layan laki lagi,, tensen..

ada jugak orang gila sbb lonely,,anti-social,,x der org nak ganggu...terlalu peaceful!! sampai x tau nak wat pe dah!

urrgghh

My lab is under fungus attack!

Yesterday was the first time i saw a place full of fungus..eeeeeeuuww!!

True!! It's only 3 weeks i left my lab, couldn't believe it because it's the first time ok!!

what happen?? Ok as everybody knows that Malaysia is a h0t country, u will never see sn0w coming down to Malaysia..And it is my first time living in kuantan, I know in the east coast between Dec to Jan is monsoon season, Like in Australia, ( they had terrible flood)

geographically we are not 4 seasons country okay..so it's really cool, wet, and breezy during this monsoon season..not in Australia but in Kuantan okay..LOL

and

still

I just can't believe that fungus could infected my lab.

I'm tired! cleaning out all over the lab.

But when i told everybody who lives in Kuantan, the say..

"It's Normal............."

hmmm...

Sue xoxoxo